I was shaken up yesterday by some tragic news about a young girl who grew up with my children. And on the heels of that, I got a text from another dear friend asking me to pray hard as they walk through a huge trial.
I have at times felt helpless in prayer. Sometimes, it doesn’t feel like I’m doing anything and I can’t immediately see God working. Why should it feel like more is being accomplished when I bring a casserole than when I storm heaven in prayer?
Prayer is not our last resort; it’s our first priority.
Oh, that we were people marked by persistent, believing, bold prayer.
This is where God has had me. For a few weeks, I have been mulling this quote by Beth Moore:
We will not live bolder than we pray.
I don’t know about you, but I want to live bolder. I do not want to reach the end of my days and look back thinking there was more. I could have known God more. I could have heard Him more and seen His hand more. I could have released more to God and trusted Him more at every turn, every decision, every trial, every prayer request.
I’ve been studying Acts with my children and now happily with my Sunday school women as well. One thing’s for sure—these early believers knew the power of prayer. Well, let’s back it up even more – they knew power.
I have to admit I’m jealous for that. Jealous for the amazing power they saw of God. Of course, they were under heavy persecution and their life was not easy by any stretch.
But what an adventure to see where God would lead them and how God would work. What an adventure to release their agenda, their bank account, their reputation, their ambitions to the Holy Spirit. What an adventure to reach the end of their days and know that they had seen so much of God. They lost their life in Christ and lived abundantly beyond their wildest imagine.
I’m jealous for that.
But I will not live bolder than I pray.
As God was stirring all this in me, He lead me to the end of Acts 4 in the normal course of my study. It’s the part right after Peter and John have been hauled before the Sanhedrin because they healed a man lame from birth (the one who went walking and leaping and praising God) and then preached the gospel to the shocked onlookers.
The Sanhedrin so wanted to just snuff them and their message out right there but because the healed man was standing there as plain evidence, they just threatened them stiffly and warned them to never speak the name of Jesus again.
We know how that ended.
But what really got my attention was their prayer after all of this. In the face of persecution, these apostles and weeks-old believers gathered to raise their voice to God in powerful prayer.
- Not a prayer for protection and safety. (That might have been how I would have prayed.)
- Not a prayer for vindication. (They’d long ago given that up when they walked away from life as they knew it to follow Jesus.)
- Not a prayer to wipe out their enemies. (People are not our enemies. Satan is an enemy, but the Sanhedrin? They were souls created by God who needed Christ. What grace that even after crucifying Christ, God again and again allowed them to hear the gospel.)
In the face of threats intended to silence them, they prayed for great boldness.
“Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness.” Acts 4:29
How could these young believers pray for great boldness in the face of such ominous threats? I mean, just weeks earlier the Sanhedrin had falsely accused Jesus and seen him crucified.
I believe they could ask for even more boldness in such a situation because they knew that every single thing happens only within God’s sovereign will. It wasn’t the Sanhedrin who had decided to crucify Jesus.
“They did what your power and will had decided beforehand should happen.” Acts 4:28
As believers, every single thing that happens to us – the good, the hard, the tragic, the unexpected – happens only because God has sovereignly decided and allowed it.
How my flesh wants to pray prayers for safety and vindication and a quick end to all of the hard.
But we will not live bolder than we pray.
We need to pray for boldness – in the good, the hard, the tragic, the unexpected. We need the Holy Spirit to do for us what we are powerless to do in our flesh.
And then stand back and watch God shake up our world.
“After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.” Acts 4:31
May we be people who see God alone shaking our world. Let’s agree nothing else will shake us.
Not a diagnosis.
Not death and grief.
Not a test score.
Not a rejection.
Not a job layoff.
Not an election.
Not the stock market.
What shaking would we see if we prayed like God’s work depended on it? What shaking would we see if we prayed like our walk depended on it? What shaking would we see if we prayed for great boldness?
Karen A Del Tatto says
Thank you for sharing this powerful and convicting post.
I was struck by your comment that we feel we are doing more bringing a casserole than storming the gates of Heaven; that prayer should be our first priority.
To use one of Beth Moore’s phrases, I will take the following statement of yours to the Spiritual bank, “I don’t know about you, but I want to live bolder. I do not want to reach the end of my days and look back thinking there was more. I could have known God more. I could have heard Him more and seen His hand more. I could have released more to God and trusted Him more at every turn, every decision, every trial, every prayer request.”
Thank you so much for sharing this very edifying post.
Lisa Appelo says
Karen, this has been good food for me as well. 🙂
Virginia Nickle says
What an inspiring story. This is beautiful.
Great words to live by and pray. Thank you Lisa
Lisa Appelo says
Yes and amen . . . realigning my prayer life. <3
Tiffany Parry says
Lisa – so, so good. We so easily forget that all the enters our life sifts through the hands of a sovereign. I’ve been convicted to pray with more fervor and boldness – to ask God for what I need and want, not just what I think I can or should. Thank you for inspiring and encouraging us to be those hounds to heaven. Hugs, friend.
Lisa Appelo says
I’m right there with you, Tiffany. Praying boldly and then watching to see how God shakes! <3
Lisa notes says
I want to live bolder too. Only in my second half of life am I learning to do that a little better, praise God. But I still have a ways to go. I know your advice will help me: “We will not live bolder than we pray.” Thanks!
Lisa Appelo says
Lisa, I agree — I think the further in we go with God, the further in we see we can still go. Never static for sure! Until He takes us home we have much more with Him. 🙂
Sarah Koontz says
Beautiful Truth, Lisa. I especially enjoyed this piece, “We need to pray for boldness – in the good, the hard, the tragic, the unexpected. We need the Holy Spirit to do for us what we are powerless to do in our flesh.”
I have been studying prayer this past year, and learning it’s value and importance in every aspect of my life and ministry. Thank you for the reminder to pray and live boldly today.
Lisa Appelo says
Sarah, that’s right where God has me as well. I want to deep dive into prayer . . . this can feel like my weakest spiritual muscle. Have you written on your study of prayer? I’d love to see what you’ve discovered!
Sarah Donegan says
My heart wants to be bold, but my brain wants to stay safe. May my heart win out!
Thank you for sharing this piece on the Art of Home-Making Mondays! This is good encouragment!